One of Toronto FC's biggest stars isn't thinking about whether or not he'll be named the league's most valuable player this season.
After all, while some other nominees are still fighting for Major League Soccer's top prize, Alejandro Pozuelo and his teammates are already back home.
“For me, the MVP, it’s not important," the 29-year-old Spaniard said on a video call Friday. “I feel no good when we lose in the first round (of the playoffs).”
Toronto appeared poised for a long playoff run after finishing the regular-season campaign with a 13-5-5 record, second best in the league.
But the club's year came to an abrupt end Tuesday when it lost 1-0 in overtime to expansion side Nashville SC in East Hartford, Conn.
Three days later, the result is still "bitter," and the players feel some guilt because they know they could have gone further, said goalkeeper Quentin Westberg.
“It stays and it sticks and it’s going to be hard to wash off," he said.
The disappointing finish punctuated a long, hard season that saw Toronto's players and staff face unprecedented challenges, from injuries and a condensed schedule to months spent on the road and games in empty stadiums.
The uncertainty of 2020 has been difficult for everyone, said midfielder Jonathan Osorio, including professional athletes who saw seasons come to a screeching halt in March as the COVID-19 pandemic took hold in North America.
“You’re dealing with a lot of things that happen so quickly but so slowly at the same time," he said. "It was tough.”
TFC played just one game in front of fans at BMO Field before the hiatus. When play resumed, it was in a bubble near Orlando, Fla., with the MLS is Back tournament, followed by an all-Canadian nine-game series in Toronto, Montreal and Vancouver.
Then, in mid-September, border restrictions forced all three Canadian clubs to move south. TFC set up a temporary home in East Hartford.
“You had to have a lot of patience this year, I think. It was tough," Osorio said. "It was tough to get your body ready for games and then stop for long periods of times and then start again so quickly. An overall tough year for everybody.”
A wave of injuries also impacted Toronto. Star striker Jozy Altidore and veteran defender Justin Morrow both missed time, and captain Michael Bradley was twice sidelined, first by an ankle injury and then by a knee sprain.
Going through surgery, rehab and training was difficult, Bradley said.
“It’s a frustrating year from a personal standpoint," said the 33-year-old midfielder. “It was a crazy year. That’s not meant in any way to be an excuse. It’s just reality.”
Pozuelo revealed Friday that he, too, had dealt with a leg injury through the final two or three weeks of the season. He did not detail the nature of the injury but said he and the club kept it quiet because he wanted to continue playing.
“This is no excuse," he said. "I play a lot of games because I want to play. And I feel good (to) play.”
Pozuelo saw action in all 23 of Toronto's regular-season games, and was on the field for the full 120 minutes of Tuesday's playoff loss.
He led TFC in scoring with nine goals and 10 assists, and was tied with two other players for most assists in MLS through the regular season.
The MLS pandemic-condensed schedule, which saw most teams play two games a week, was hard on the athletes' bodies, Pozuelo said.
“In football, I learned that we cannot play every three or four days because we kill the players," he said. "It’s difficult. It’s difficult to play every two, three, four days.”
Now that the season has ended, Bradley is looking forward to training consistently and pushing himself physically. He said the off-season will be the first time all year that he's been able to work out for more than four or five weeks in a row.
"I feel good. I feel strong," he said.
The prospect of an indefinite off-season kept TFC centre back Omar Gonzalez up Thursday night. It's hard to know how to prepare when you don't know when you'll play your next game, he explained.
“We have to be ready to fight for another trophy at the beginning of the year, whenever it comes," he said. "So we have to be ready. I want to be ready for my teammates, for my team.”
After everything the club went through in 2020, being ousted from the playoffs in the first round hurts, Gonzalez said, particularly because TFC is a club that sets its standards high.
But he hopes the season of adversity will hold some lessons moving forward.
"It’s definitely a year that we’ll look back on and take a lot from," Gonzalez said. "Because I think we have a lot of strong people on this team. And I think there’ll be a lot of growth from this year.”
This report by The Canadian Press was first published Nov. 27, 2020.
Gemma Karstens-Smith, The Canadian Press
